The reflection

Hey everyone, here we are still at home and honestly I'm not upset. Of course I miss my business and incoming money but also I love my husband and Kids and our health more. We are in tough times and this is the time to reflect and think about how good God has been to…

Anxiety

During this time in the world depression and anxiety is very high, more importantly anxiety. I on the other hand is suffering big time with anxiety and its very intense that it is now affecting my body with gastrointestinal issues. Gas bubbles in my throat and chest and back, burping makes me feel better. I…

Our Mindset!

Covid-19 Good afternoon all, hope everyone is coping with what's going on in the world and staying safe and healthy. As we know this virus has cause havoc on us and our lifestyle, and also our mindset of dealing. Most of you know that this blog is about life within my eyes and learning to…

Transition at What Cost!?!

Today Marks 5 years since my mother transitioned to heaven. To some that's along time but for me that still feels like today. My life has changed since this day and my mind has since wondered to the anger that fills deep inside of me. The resentment of some people that HELPED in this transition…

Emotional support fail!

Hey everyone, long time but here we go. Life has It's ups and downs and sometimes people can deal on their own and sometimes they need support! Emotional support is needed to help people who need that someone or something to get them by. Emotional support only helps when the person who is giving the…

Blind

Blind is to ignore the importance of the truth. People only see what they want to see, not what they need to see. You don't have to know my life to understand my life. My life isn't some fairytale, some wonderful dream. My grandparents raised me to be the best that I can be even…

Touched

Hey everyone! In times of trauma people really don't get what's has happen in our lives because we held these things so deep in our minds that when it comes to a head it takes part of your life. People really don't get what a person has been through until they have been through it.…

100 QUESTIONS

Good evening people, it has been a while since my last post and of course there are some things that needs some attention. I'm 36 years old and just finding out that i indeed have a biological brother and a father that i never met! Thats a lot to handle but answers so many questions…

Who’s the Victim?

Why do we fall for the bullshit? Like why? We are blessed to wake up in the morning when some people don't. We are able to look out the window and see the sun shining. You think your day is going great and then you realize that someone woke up with the Devil on their…

Letting Go!

Letting Go, do we really let go of the things that has gone on or the things that bother us on the regular? That the question I always as myself  " can i just let it go?". The answer is no i can't let it go. It's just not in me to let shit go,…