Thinking

Good evening everyone, just sitting here thinking. You know when your sitting around thinking about your life and just shit on the ref. Well yea that’s me all day everyday. I’m always thinking . My mind is constantly thinking and never relaxed. Maybe that’s why I drink so much to relax my mind. There are so many things I want to do but just can’t find a way to do it. Or just plain ole scared. You ever sit back and look at the outline of what you have done to what you had planned on doing? Why do we get so confused at things? Why can’t things be simple? I guess success never comes easy! Do anyone ever think of these things ?