Finding yourself!

Good afternoon everyone, yes I have been gone for a while but I'm back.  So lately I have been sitting around and thinking about me and everyone . Finding who I really am and who am I supposed to be when I grow up lol. Some of us think they know themselves but in reality…

Short

Why do we sell ourselves short on love? Do you settle for the thought of what we want or do we just take what we think we deserve? Is there really a thing called " happily ever after"?  You have that woman when she is a child dreams of that fairytale, the one where the…

Faith

Faith! As children some of us are brought to church to learn about Christ. Some as adults grow to learn on their own. But what some people tend to do is do what they want and use the word faith without the true intentions of faith. Some of y'all might get a little upset on…

Sista sista

Being an only child has pros but also has cons. I'm not sure how grandma found out about this program or all the stuff she got me into but she did. We went to the city to interview and of course here go the questions again about me and what I like and don't like.…

Why lawd why!

My grandma always had me doing some off the wall shit. Like did I really have to go to this camp? She would tell me I need to be social and meet people . Well I don't want to stay with a family I don't know for two weeks. This year I went to this…

Acrylic 

  What is that smell? It smells so bad but it looks interesting. Its nail time. Mommy always does her nails when she has company. But what is that burning smell? Her eyes are so wide and she is so nice when she does her nails. I wish she did them everyday. She is happy…

We suggest!

"Slut" that's what I called her. Her as in my 4th grade teacher I called her a fuckin slut. She used to get on my nerves all the time, pick on me and she wasn't very nice. She got me so angry I snapped on her. Of course it wasn't so great when I got…

Elementary

During this time of my life it was very confusing and very difficult to understand what was really going on. All I knew was that every year I had to go to this big building with a lot of people. Questions beyond questions. What was I supposed to do I was a child. Mommy went…

1987

For the first time I felt alive, alert. Who am I? I can talk and understand responses. This is the year I was 5 and in kindergarten and I was in Catholic school. I had to wear a uniform and dress shoes and of course some thick ass tights lol. This was the year that…

Funeral!

December 12th "D" day , I had to go to the funeral home right away to get things started. What an emotional ride to leave you dead mother to now go to plan her funeral. I get there and of course my gma is there and for some reason (well I know why) I was…