My grandma always had me doing some off the wall shit. Like did I really have to go to this camp? She would tell me I need to be social and meet people . Well I don’t want to stay with a family I don’t know for two weeks. This year I went to this […]
What is that smell? It smells so bad but it looks interesting. Its nail time. Mommy always does her nails when she has company. But what is that burning smell? Her eyes are so wide and she is so nice when she does her nails. I wish she did them everyday. She is happy […]
“Slut” that’s what I called her. Her as in my 4th grade teacher I called her a fuckin slut. She used to get on my nerves all the time, pick on me and she wasn’t very nice. She got me so angry I snapped on her. Of course it wasn’t so great when I got […]
During this time of my life it was very confusing and very difficult to understand what was really going on. All I knew was that every year I had to go to this big building with a lot of people. Questions beyond questions. What was I supposed to do I was a child. Mommy went […]
For the first time I felt alive, alert. Who am I? I can talk and understand responses. This is the year I was 5 and in kindergarten and I was in Catholic school. I had to wear a uniform and dress shoes and of course some thick ass tights lol. This was the year that […]
December 12th “D” day , I had to go to the funeral home right away to get things started. What an emotional ride to leave you dead mother to now go to plan her funeral. I get there and of course my gma is there and for some reason (well I know why) I was […]
Good morning all, yesterday was a good day, a blessed day. It def can be worst. It’s Thursday and for some of you the work week is almost over and for others it’s has begun. Let’s be productive and end your week off right.
So, some of you may know that I lost my mom 2 years ago December 12th. We had what you call a love hate relationship for reasons I will explain in a future post. But I loved her so much and I love her so much I’m in so much pain that I can’t talk […]
So many times I’m asked “what’s wrong?”. I normally say nothing but my face always gives its away. It doesn’t matter how much I try to hide or change my face but it’s just gonna be what it is. What can be done to fix that problem? Anyone besides me understands my pain lol?
Respect! Why is it so hard to come by nowadays? When you have friends or in a relationship do you show respect when needed? Do you even know the meaning? How do you show respect to others?