Dreams

My dreams are so crazy it's scary . So scary that you think you are living the dream. But guess what I did live that dream. I haven't slept well since November 23, 2017 5:15am . The worst dream of my life. Speaking to her the night before and cooking to prepare for thanksgiving. Because…

17

The big ole 17. What a number . Yet let's talk about that. Me raised in the church from a baby to knowing the bible , getting baptized and loving the Lord . To having a baby at 19. And guess what she turns 17 this year. Going to college and coming home and welcomed…

Is it me?

Hey everyone ! So is it just me that take sad movies to the next level? I feel like when you watch movies and you cry it's because something in that movie made you think of something in your life in a different way. Like you every watch a romance sad movie and cry. I…

“The Scare”

Life! What is life when you don't live it!?! Well in life we go through things that we can't explain or rather not explain. We keep moments In our lives that's scary to ourselves. When people see you they have know clue what your going through because you don't look like your going through anything.…

Grandma

It took me almost 3 months to write this post ! You think you have more time but let me tell you, time don't care for you. I thought I had more time gone with her to love her to show her how I turned out but God had more plans for her than me.…

Finding me within myself!

Good morning all! It has been a long time since I Blessed y'all with a post . A lot has happened within the past few months but I will fill you all in later. I don't know if y'all know but I have been struggling with my weight for about 9 years(officially ). It has…

Who you with?

Good evening people! So this post today is touching on a subject that is a common thing in life to some, since I keep hearing about these things let's talk about it. Lets get some understanding and peace. Some are married , in a relationship or just friends with benefits, however you choose to live…

Have you thought!?!

Happy Sunday everyone, let's not forget to be kind and thoughtful!!  Ahhh "thoughtful" some people don't even know what this word even means. Life to some is I I I. But we continue to move on with life and do what we are suppose to do. Some of you may not know but I have…

Thinking

Good evening everyone, just sitting here thinking. You know when your sitting around thinking about your life and just shit on the ref. Well yea that's me all day everyday. I'm always thinking . My mind is constantly thinking and never relaxed. Maybe that's why I drink so much to relax my mind. There are…

Letting go

Some of us knows what it feels like to keep holding on to things that happen in life. We must learn to let go of some of those things. It's a learning process and a very big one at that. Over the last weekend I was with family as we layed to rest one of…